Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Cancer Free but let me not waste it

We received the results this morning. 

After completion of the robotic radical protatatechtomy for prostatic adenocarcinoma, the results showed that the carcinoma was confined, with no extracapsular extention. The surgical margins of resection are negative for malignancy. Dr. Blitzstein made it a bit clearer: 'You're cured of cancer!'.

Although I will be visiting the doctor in five weeks and a few times yearly for the next few years, I have been declared 'cancer free'! Obviously, all praise to the Lord!

In speaking with Dr. Blitzstein, he again made it clear that without this surgery I would not be around the same time next year! I realize that the Lord has a purpose in all of this and am very grateful for future opportunities to serve Him.

I may feel as if I 'have miles to go before I sleep'  (RFK quoting Robert Front) but I realize the truth of James 4:13-15 ' Come now, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a town and spend a year there and trade and make a profit”— yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes. Instead you ought to say, “If the Lord wills, we will live and do this or that.”'

Yesterday I was reading 2 Kings 20:1-19 and again realized the focus should be on God and not on 'healing'. Job 2:10 shows that God allows even bad things in your life for a purpose: '..shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” The key is to keep the focus on Him. 

I'm reminded by the 2 Kings 20 passage, that Hezekiah was given an extention of his life: (verse 6)
"I will add fifteen years to your life". But, pride eventually caught up with him. My prayer is that I continue to learn something from this experience.

I enjoyed reading the following article from John Piper; perhaps you will as well. Dr. Piper was
diagnosed with prostate cancer in 2006.

A Wikepedia article on him states this:
" Piper responded to his diagnosis with the following: This news has, of course, been good for me. The most dangerous thing in the world is the sin of self-reliance and the stupor of worldliness. The news of cancer has a wonderfully blasting effect on both. I thank God for that. The times with Christ in these days have been unusually sweet. Piper underwent successful surgery on February 14, 2006"


Thanks for your prayers. It's now time to PRAISE THE LORD!

Don't Waste Your Cancer  
John Piper / Desiring God Ministries

I write this on the eve of prostate surgery. I believe in God's power to heal—by miracle and by medicine. I believe it is right and good to pray for both kinds of healing. Cancer is not wasted when it is healed by God. He gets the glory and that is why cancer exists. So not to pray for healing may waste your cancer. But healing is not God's plan for everyone. And there are many other ways to waste your cancer. I am praying for myself and for you that we will not waste this pain.
1. You will waste your cancer if you do not believe it is designed for you by God.
It will not do to say that God only uses our cancer but does not design it. What God permits, he permits for a reason. And that reason is his design. If God foresees molecular developments becoming cancer, he can stop it or not. If he does not, he has a purpose. Since he is infinitely wise, it is right to call this purpose a design. Satan is real and causes many pleasures and pains. But he is not ultimate. So when he strikes Job with boils (Job 2:7), Job attributes it ultimately to God (2:10) and the inspired writer agrees: "They . . . comforted him for all the evil that the LORD had brought upon him" (Job 42:11). If you don't believe your cancer is designed for you by God, you will waste it.
2. You will waste your cancer if you believe it is a curse and not a gift.
"There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus" (Romans 8:1). "Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us" (Galatians 3:13). "There is no enchantment against Jacob, no divination against Israel" (Numbers 23:23). "The LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor. No good thing does he withhold from those who walk uprightly" (Psalm 84:11). 
3. You will waste your cancer if you seek comfort from your odds rather than from God.
The design of God in your cancer is not to train you in the rationalistic, human calculation of odds. The world gets comfort from their odds. Not Christians. Some count their chariots (percentages of survival) and some count their horses (side effects of treatment), but we trust in the name of the LORD our God (Psalm 20:7). God's design is clear from 2 Corinthians 1:9, "We felt that we had received the sentence of death. But that was to make us rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead." The aim of God in your cancer (among a thousand other good things) is to knock props out from under our hearts so that we rely utterly on him.
4. You will waste your cancer if you refuse to think about death.
We will all die, if Jesus postpones his return. Not to think about what it will be like to leave this life and meet God is folly. Ecclesiastes 7:2 says, "It is better to go to the house of mourning [a funeral] than to go to the house of feasting, for this is the end of all mankind, and the living will lay it to heart." How can you lay it to heart if you won't think about it? Psalm 90:12 says, "Teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom." Numbering your days means thinking about how few there are and that they will end. How will you get a heart of wisdom if you refuse to think about this? What a waste, if we do not think about death.
5. You will waste your cancer if you think that "beating" cancer means staying alive rather than cherishing Christ.
Satan's and God's designs in your cancer are not the same. Satan designs to destroy your love for Christ. God designs to deepen your love for Christ. Cancer does not win if you die. It wins if you fail to cherish Christ. God's design is to wean you off the breast of the world and feast you on the sufficiency of Christ. It is meant to help you say and feel, "I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord." And to know that therefore, "To live is Christ, and to die is gain" (Philippians 3:8; 1:21).
6. You will waste your cancer if you spend too much time reading about cancer and not enough time reading about God.

It is not wrong to know about cancer. Ignorance is not a virtue. But the lure to know more and more and the lack of zeal to know God more and more is symptomatic of unbelief. Cancer is meant to waken us to the reality of God. It is meant to put feeling and force behind the command, "Let us know; let us press on to know the LORD" (Hosea 6:3). It is meant to waken us to the truth of Daniel 11:32, "The people who know their God shall stand firm and take action." It is meant to make unshakable, indestructible oak trees out of us: "His delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water that yields its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither. In all that he does, he prospers" (Psalm 1:2). What a waste of cancer if we read day and night about cancer and not about God.

7. You will waste your cancer if you let it drive you into solitude instead of deepen your relationships with manifest affection.

When Epaphroditus brought the gifts to Paul sent by the Philippian church he became ill and almost died. Paul tells the Philippians, "He has been longing for you all and has been distressed because you heard that he was ill" (Philippians 2:26-27). What an amazing response! It does not say they were distressed that he was ill, but that he was distressed because they heard he was ill. That is the kind of heart God is aiming to create with cancer: a deeply affectionate, caring heart for people. Don't waste your cancer by retreating into yourself.

8. You will waste your cancer if you grieve as those who have no hope.

Paul used this phrase in relation to those whose loved ones had died: "We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope" (1 Thessalonians 4:13). There is a grief at death. Even for the believer who dies, there is temporary loss—loss of body, and loss of loved ones here, and loss of earthly ministry. But the grief is different—it is permeated with hope. "We would rather be away from the body and at home with the Lord" (2 Corinthians 5:8). Don't waste your cancer grieving as those who don't have this hope.

9. You will waste your cancer if you treat sin as casually as before.

Are your besetting sins as attractive as they were before you had cancer? If so you are wasting your cancer. Cancer is designed to destroy the appetite for sin. Pride, greed, lust, hatred, forgiveness, impatience, laziness, procrastination—all these are the adversaries that cancer is meant to attack. Don't just think of battling against cancer. Also think of battling with cancer. All these things are worse enemies than cancer. Don't waste the power of cancer to crush these foes. Let the presence of eternity make the sins of time look as futile as they really are. "What does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself?" (Luke 9:25).

10. You will waste your cancer if you fail to use it as a means of witness to the truth and glory of Christ.

Christians are never anywhere by divine accident. There are reasons for why we wind up where we do. Consider what Jesus said about painful, unplanned circumstances: "They will lay their hands on you and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues and prisons, and you will be brought before kings and governors for my name's sake. This will be your opportunity to bear witness" (Luke 21:12 -13). So it is with cancer. This will be an opportunity to bear witness. Christ is infinitely worthy. Here is a golden opportunity to show that he is worth more than life. Don't waste it.

Remember you are not left alone. You will have the help you need. "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:19).

By John Piper. © Desiring God. 
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Monday, August 19, 2013

Check out the latest after viewing this video: 

Heal Me, Oh Lord by Don Moen 

First and Last edition of  the Prostate Post


Wednesday, August 14, 2013

We're all very thankful to the Lord for the successful prostate cancer surgery. Thanks to Dr. Jeff Blitzstein for what he described as a 'textbook perfect outcome'.  The doctor made it clear that because the cancer was 'moderately aggressive' and waiting or taking another course was never an option. Thank you for your prayers, visits and notes of kindness.

Some scenes of the day:
A simple 4 hour procedure?
Will this do?

I get to wear this button now!

 Going home!

You have multiplied, O Lord my God,
    your wondrous deeds and your thoughts toward us;
    none can compare with you!
I will proclaim and tell of them,
    yet they are more than can be told.
Psalm 40:5 

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Thank you for praying for my upcoming prostate cancer surgery on Monday August 12th at 1:00pm at St. Barnabas Hospital, Livingston. I should return home the next day.

'Blessed be Your name, On the road marked with suffering , Though there's pain in the offering, Blessed be Your name'

In the past few months I’ve found this verse to be of great comfort:  Psalm 56:3-4 ‘When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.  In God, whose word I praise,  in God I trust; I shall not be afraid.

Would you keep my good friend Rich Collier in your prayers?  Follow his prayer needs at: http://prayforrichcollier.blogspot.com/   

What I'll be seeing soon!

Surgical procedure videos:  

Graphic, yet ‘way cool!’

daVinci Surgical System Overview  (5min / 18 sec) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiVY-htgRUY&feature=pyv&ad=8249842685&kw=davinci%20robotic%20surgery

The Vattikuti Institute Prostatectomy (Robotic Prostate Surgery)for Prostate Cancer  (7 min/ 19 sec) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqjt3-3sqA

Since my operation is called a Robotic Assisted Prostatechtomy, it seemed appropriate to bring to your attention some cool Christian rap music. 

I think Christian robotic rap music can also be helpful for those dealing with the challenges of peer (the worlds) pressure, whether youth or adults

Trip Lee* is a 26 year old seminary student and accomplished Christian rapper. Check out his song Robot  (speakers on please!)
    "Robot" by Trip Lee
I am not your robot, I am not a clone
You are not my puppeteer and I am not a drone
Got a new master and I follow Him alone
I want a good life till I'm gone

[Verse 1:]
Hey I was born less than human
I know it sounds crazy
But I was really born a robot as a baby
No real life in me, I just played my role
No self control, I just did what I was told
I got my first order, I was just a day old
But I didn't have a chance, cause my heart was way cold
My heart took the order, I couldn't break the mold
Sold under bondage and I couldn't take control
So I was just chilling in my robot clothes
With my robot friends, and my robot flows
Living robot ways, cause that's all I know
Till I heard I could be freed from my robot soul, I'm like...

Why you always trying to control me?
You are not my boss that's the old me
Obviously you don't know my style
'Cause I'm not a, I'm not a robot now
I'm not a, I'm not a, I'm not a Robot
I'm not a, I'm not a Robot now [x2]

[Verse 2:]
The crazy thing is I ain't know I was robot
So I ain't have a whole lot of plans for me to rollout
I thought I was unique, I thought I was so hot
But I was just like them other drones, I was so locked
Brainwashed, I was listening to lies
The freedom that I thought I had was really a mirage
I made my own choices, but it was a disguise
The only thing I really did was pick a different lie
So I was still a drone, nothing but a clone
I only knew the lies cause that's all that I was shown
But I been remade, my heart is no longer stone
Where my X-Robots who can sing this song?
Now I've been remade, I'm no longer hollow
A real man came, changed everything that I know
He gave me truth, that's a hard pill to swallow
He gave me new commands, and he freed me up to follow


I am not your robot, I am not a clone
You are not my puppeteer and I am not a drone
Got a new master and I follow Him alone
I want a good life till I'm gone

[Verse 3:]
Hey world, you know I see your game
And I don't need your lies, I ain't worried bout a thing
Hey devil, I know you want me chained
But you have been defeated, and your power has been drained
Hey flesh, I know you bear my name
I know you love the lies, but I'm steady tryna change

You mighta been confused, but this a new day
I'm saved now, I ain't gotta do what you say!
To my friends, who are still on lockdown
Still controlled by their passions, stop now
He can free everybody from the top down
If you're freed up, say this with me right now

I'm not a, I'm not a Robot now
I'm not a, I'm not a Robot now
I'm not a, I'm not a, I am not a Robot
I'm not a, I'm not a Robot now 

For those of you you appreciate country gospel (having nothing to do with robots) hear this:

And now for some ROBOT humor: